Sunday, July 19, 2009
hey hey!
Friday plan i mean date :) was cancel.
__ dun let me go meet nana ):
i really wonder why i listen to ___ soooo much.
i think because i just want to avoid all the arguments perhaps? hmmm.
i went harbourfront for the interview
and it turn out great i guess.
now all i have to is wait.
sun & mon i have an interview also.
monday just dun mention it.
i have tons of interview to go to.
and for those who wondering.
yes. i have quit my pathetic job.
mayb i was used to being a tai tai at home taking care of ferral. *grins
today i spent the whole day at home sleeping and resting my ass :)
literally the whole day okay. only wake up to eat dinner at 7pm.
tmrw i'm watching harry potter!! 
i'll review it later tmrw okay. 
and the new book i just started reading called 'hollywood husbands' is boring
think of changing a new book soon.
ouh and yesterday night. meet mr.f at his workplace.
while we were seating infront of TampinesONE chit-chatting
i saw this motorcyclist and he was turning.
it was so low and my heart almost drop looking at him.
for a moment i was stunned. 
and for all who are wondering y.
i had an accident with my brother on his DRZ bike.
erm consider it like 1 mth ago. on the 24 june.
it was so damn suay lor.
#1 it was my first time on his DRZ bike 
because he change his bike when i was pregnant so i gt no chance riding it then.
#2 it happen early in the morning at 6am
and the best thing is
#3 it was only a 10mins experience on the bike
WHY?
6am- he ask me to follow him buy breakfast.
teringin nasi lemak pe psl.
so start the engine.
then out.
on the first turn and BAM! accident happen
and frm my home we have to turn first then we can proceed with the journey.
so imagine tht!
and till now the wound still blm baik2 lagi and it still hurt to the core.
cause during tht time i was terseret under the bike.
imagine this okay
a small little pendek girl under a DRZ bike.
see how bad it was
and my leg can see the bone
so after that i have this phobia of riding bike.
then i thought okay lar.
i can still ride again since it like a long time ago
but yesterday night when i saw tht guy turn
suddenly i have this flashback.
then i say
kalau aku da nmpk dekni pusing jek
hati aku da mcm nk terkluar
ape lagi nk naik lagi.
so yea.
i think thst it with me and bikes.
i dun think i can ride again.
so i can just say byebye to motor license.
i just stick to car okay :)

ps. i keep thinking abt ____ non-stop

crosses & circles
melly.V

Signing off @ 3:47 AM